..i've finally found my baby..
i was really nervous and scare that i could not even get to see you.I knew u will be there..But i just cant find u..
i cried.. for that day i really really cried alot.. But it's worth of coz.. afterall u were touched..
if u were to run away when u saw me finding you, we'll probaby not be tgt now..
When i counf not find u at the platform, i called u many many times. I even Cried when i called u. I just wish that u could Just answer my call and tell me
where u are.. i ran back mavis many times and ran back to platform to see u if u were there. but VAIN..
Finally, for the last try, i finally found u..
From far, i sense that u were there.. thn i suddenly saw U sitting there, but i dont know if that is u or not but i still tried to get close to u.
AS long when i got up, i sure u were there, but just to make sure, i tried to call ur phone so that it;s really u and i wont be Paisei..
It took me hard enough to find u my dear, if i dont have the heart to find u, we probably wont spend that night near platform..
when u said u were tired and dont know what u wanted, my heart shattered.. i Cried everytime i thought of u. U are really very important to me.
I told myself that i must have trust in my heart, i believe i can do it. I can wait no matter how long it takes!
After so much we had gone through, i never regret at all.. Because i love you..
i cant bear to let u go like this.. i know i have to accept it when u said that u were very tired and cannot continue our relationship anymore.
u said we need a break..You told me that u got hurt alot times, being together with me and so we broke up on sunday..
during this time, every moment, i've been thinking of u constantly.. i can't concentrate on anything.. My mind was completly BLANK except YOU.
..everytime i thought of the happy moments that we had been together.. my wish now is to have u back by myside.. i cant live without u now.
I thought that i'll able to control myself infront of u.. but each time i see u , i really felt like running towards u and hug u..
Wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo de.. i cant let u go, althought i may have said that The decision is up to u but what i really really hope IS
!!I want u To come Back INTO my LIFE..!! Baby i need u, i'm no longer the strong me because i need u.. u are part of me.
Machine cant work if u lost one of the parts.. and i cant go on my life without U my baby. i miss u, i really really miss u alot
i cant evenstop calling u baby, i know u will come back to me someday.. and that day is today..
very happy today could see you once again back in canteen in the morning..
i thought i could no longer do that, i thought u would not come back. But i believe myself that i'll wait no matter what
and today u made my day... i'm really happy to be with u all these time.
i could not live without u by myside..
without you here, i felt i had nothing left in this life.. if i could look at you everyday i woke up, it would be the happiest thing.
I miss u everytime we not around each other. And now after we broke, we seems to treasure eacher better not now after we patched on monday..
That day i was very high, maybe my expression does not seems like it but i could tell u that i was really really happy
i was at cloud9 wow..
Girl, i know we have gone through alot until today, and that's part of our relationship rite ? Without these ups and down,
we wouldn't be what we are right now rite ? So i say, i really love u alot. i treasure every moment that we have been together, be it hard or happy ones
i'll remember everything that u have done to me and done for me..
We have cried much, bleed much... for me its worth to risk my Life for u ?
Definately yes.. Coz i have the responsibility to take care of u so that u wont get hurt easily..
And of coz i also hope that u will take care of yourself whenever i'm not around.
Girl ,i've seen how other couples fight and quarrel to each other.. all couples sure have gone through that and it surely does the "damages" the same.
Without that in all relationships, the relationship wont get stronger and probably would not last.
Girl i just want to tell you everything and clear my doubts so that we could have a Brighter and happier future for us..
WE will try our best to KE XIA more happy memories together :)
Your birthday is coming soon ler i hope i could bring u to somewhere that we have been wanting to go... and i guess u know where ler right :)
Most Of all >>> ILOVEYOU<<<
